Why do you teach and write about DeLight?
I teach DeLight because there I am called to do so. I do not seek to heal or to fix you, there are millions of spirits available who do that work. Nor do I believe myself a better or higher teacher than another in regards to philosophy or dharma. That is not my purpose.
I am a mystic to whom the Realms of Light have always worked with. However, a mystic unto oneself cannot impart wisdom to impact the lives of others. While I am a relative recluse as a mystic, I am called to teach, so teach I must.
My purpose is to teach people about DeLight – that which exists beyond enlightenment. I am the one at this time being called to teach DeLight to awaken people to this experience. That is my Soul Purpose.
DeLight is who we are, DeLight is what we are. It is why we are given the gift of physicality.
What I teach, what comes through, is from beyond this realm. When I am completed with a teaching, I do not remember what is said. When I write, it comes through but I have no memory of it. The “I” that sits here responding to your questions is but a conduit for the awakenings and teachings that comes through this body, which comes from our shared Infinite Being. Our Shared, Divine Lightness. The “I” here, moves aside to allow what must come through to come through. I am merely a conduit of the Infinite.
When the teachings or awakenings are given, I am so overwhelmed that I am moved to tears. Just thinking about them, feeling them, moves me to tears now.
What I teach may be too “out there” for most people, but DeLight is what I am here to offer. The Infinite manifested itself out of a desire to DeLight. We are all of us Infinite. Thus we are all of us manifestations of the Desire to DeLight.
What is DeLight?
DeLight is my approach to life and my personal, spiritual philosophy. I am not particularly aligned with any one specific form of teaching or any one specific religious practice. My faith is love, my temple is this universe, my practice is Sacred, Compassionate Living and my path is simply one that DELIGHTS my spirit by giving and sharing my DeLight with others.
DeLight for me, has endless expressions, experiences and limitless forms. It is exuberant, joyful, spontaneous, colorful, open-hearted, embracing, inclusive, bubbly, happy and downright marvelous to experience within ourselves and to behold in another, especially when we are the source of their profound delight!
DeLight also gives us a remarkable life-changing vibrationally empowering energy that many people think of as a spontaneous Healing experience. So many spiritual teachers have many names for this simple gift. Grace, Bliss, Enlightenment, Awakening, Radiance or Diksha, but it’s all talking about something very similar, that wondrous energy that DELIGHT itself brings.
DeLight is our most natural, enlightened, effortless state of being. We don’t have to work for it, we don’t have to fix ourselves to experience it, we don’t have to try hard to manifest it. In fact, the harder we try, the more we work, the more we struggle to fix ourselves, the more elusive it becomes.
If we encounter DeLight randomly, as we often do, it becomes that one moment in time where everything seems to slow to a virtual standstill. There is no future, there is no past, you simply completely lose yourself in the moment of pure unadulterated elation.
Why do we suffer?
We suffer from an illusion that we lack in some way, that we are broken, fractured or unlovable. We suffer when we seek out what we desire in illusion. We suffer when we set expectations that we believe another should rise up to meet. We all of us do these things. It is the quintessential human experience. Leaving these things behind frees us. When we let go of attachments to expectations, attachments to the future or the past, we become fully immersed in the blissful DeLight that is made available to us in the present.
Desire itself is not a bad thing. It is not a good thing. Desire is a power, a tool. That is all. Like any tool, it can be used for life-affirming or life-negating purposes. There is no good. No bad. By coloring or cataloging our experiences, we are giving our mind a reason to manifest suffering.
The heart only yearns for delight from within. The mind seeks delight outside itself.
Our illusion is why we embark upon the journey of reactivity, self-denial, self-judgement and self-hatred, revealing and reflecting these things out to the rest of the world. I know this, for I have experienced this spiral in the most detrimental of ways, and it nearly cost me my life.
Hate, denial of our gifts, judgement of ourselves or others… these things are all borne from fear – we fear only that which we do not understand. Fear is the greatest form of suffering. When we release fear we release suffering.
In the heart, the center of fear, we ultimately find DeLight, peace, love, bliss and acceptance. This is where I live and this is the only gift I give to all who desire it. Nothing more. Nothing less. If we can allow ourselves to delve into our abyss without reaction, we transcend.
Why do you say you do not heal or fix others? This is very different from other spiritual teachers.
One person cannot heal another. It is fallacy. Illusion. Only you are capable of restoring yourself to wholeness. All a teacher does is point you back to that center.
How can I heal what is not broken? How can I fix what is not wrong? How can I claim to restore to wholeness that which was never fractured? All these things are illusion only.
People heal themselves when they come into direct contact with the radiant, infinite pureness of themselves. All ideas we are somehow broken or incomplete is the only thing that fosters the suffering and discord in this world. We are already whole and complete, just as we are, because we are Infinite. We are already perfect as we are, in the forms we chose to experience the life path we chose. It is not for us to judge or limit the experiences or expressions of another facet of the Infinite, for we ultimately are only limiting our own.
People seeking healing, do not seek me out, for I do not support their addiction, their belief that they are somehow broken or less than another.
Looking for miracles or spontaneous awakening? This only comes from you, from within. All I do to facilitate your miracles is point you back to yourself.
People seeking to transcend the spiral of healing and fixing and receive true reprieve, true joy from within, they are the ones who come to me.
You often talk about your gift of sight. How do you Perceive the Light Within us?
I was given the gift of sight early on in life. After I awoke beside the pool I nearly drowned in I saw radiance, brilliance, colors and other realms. This sight has never been fully explained. I see the energy of life itself. The center and the force of the Infinite within all.
There are chords of energy, vitality, beauty and collusion around many physical beings. So many are unconscious of the energy they send to another and others use their energy like a weapon, lashing out at another.
I perceive each being, each person as pure and radiant and full of potential. It is only when they suffer from the belief of diminishment that they lose themselves. They are each a facet of the Infinite. They are divine, sacred blessings to me.
Every being incarnated on this physical plane has a brilliant, unique jewel within them. This jewel is filled with the Potential of the Divine Within. My job is only to touch light to that jewel to unfold it and to bring it forth. I only point you back ever to yourself. However, you can only encounter the Infinite within the eyes and the heart of the reflection of another. This is why we must remain interconnected.
You also say there is no such thing as truth. This is also counter to many other teachers who say there is truth. Why do you say this?
Truth exists in the eye of the beholder only. Truth itself is an illusion. It is a judgement. A perception. What I perceive as truth may or may not be true for you. It is up to me only to point you to within, not tell you what is truth and what is a lie. Therefore, there is no truth. Just like there is no spoon. There is no material reality. There is only the perception these things exist.
The pursuit for knowledge, the pursuit for enlightenment, the seeking for truth these things are all addictions. They are mind-driven operations that will spiral seekers in circles for years, sometimes many lifetimes. I do not seek to keep you spiraling but to teach you how to set yourself free.
I endeavor to put an end to such addictions, not feed off them.
If truth is a judgement, and the pursuit of truth an addiction, we can see how the mind uses these things to form and formulate our material reality and hold ourselves captive inside a material matrix we created within ourselves.
So, are you saying other teachers are false?
Just as there is no such thing as truth, there are no such things as false. All teachers exist for the purpose to teach only themselves. They only can teach what they perceive. Truth and falsehood are dualistic perceptions that are illusions in the existence of nonduality – which in and of itself is an illusion, however one that exists higher in the realms beyond that of the nature of duality.
I believe no teacher teaches falsely. They only endeavor to teach to their beliefs. We are Infinite Potential having a shared, limited human experience, agreeing to receive the gift of physicality that we can meet here and give one another the gift of our awareness, so that together, we can elevate and expand our consciousness for the DeLight of all.
A teacher can only teach what he or she perceives. I perceive the Sacredness of all life. I perceive Divine Light and Love, I perceive the Infinite within me, reflected in all that is around me. I can only teach what I myself first perceives, as I perceive it. I am limited, in my capacity to perceive thus I am as fallible as any teacher.
Is what we perceive as important as how we perceive?
How we believe we are perceived is the only thing we respond and react to. No more no less. By choosing to not respond or react to our beliefs, we liberate ourselves. Beliefs are chains that bind you to the illusion of suffering and discord. I am not here to promise miraculous healing or spontaneous enlightenment. You do that yourself. I awaken you to experience effortlessness of being who and what you truly are so you may experience the DeLight and perceive the sacredness in others. I often tell my students to cling lightly to their beliefs of yesterday, for they often become the judgements of today, creating the suffering of tomorrow.
If we believe we are perceived as diminished, we diminish ourselves of our own divinity. We only become the victims of what we choose to believe.
Who we secretly believe we are is what we end up perceiving in one another. So often I find that comparing ourselves to another triggers our own discordant melodies of “dislike”, “hatred” or “jealousy” of others when we view them as somehow higher or better or more accomplished than we are. None is more accomplished than you, for that precludes the belief that you are somehow separate from them. Anything anyone can draw upon to manifest in their lives, be it talents, gifts, abundance, joy, bliss, enlightenment, so can you.
We diminish ourselves and our own divinity when we indulge in the mind’s illusion of tiny separateness. Everyone is on their own unique journey as facets of that which is Infinite, however we are all of us capable of true polymathic spiritual and physical mastery.
All I can do is open doors, point the way and allow another the space to recognize and see themselves as they already are: whole, divine and complete. This is not healing. I do not exist in the healing paradigm. If you are seeking healing, do not seek me. For it is an illusion I do not perpetuate.
Every living being on this planet is a part of us, we are a part of them. Therefore it behooves us to give them, what it is we most desire for ourselves: to accept them, to cherish them, to love them, honor them, hold them up as sacred, divine lights. I pour this from every part of my being and it is limitless. It never stops flowing, it never stops giving, it never stops delighting in all that is around us.
How would you describe a teaching a meditation or divine light awakening experience with you?
It is impossible for me to describe an experience with me. It is different for every person.
How could I describe sitting with me? Such a question is the thought that created the fractured illusion of the Infinite itself. The Infinite manifested itself in different forms so that it could experience itself. Not just experience itself, but delight in itself, as it delighted itself with the very first awe-inspired inhale of its beingness. So I suppose I could only describe being with me as the experience of delight itself.
I will only describe what I feel when I sit with you. A total mergence, oneness, a loss of the self as the infinite celebrates in its own delight at recognizing itself. An ineffable joy of just feeling you, being with you, touching your light to mine, basking in your radiance.
Wherever you are, whoever you are, you are to me, the reflection of my love affair with the Divine Infinite Light in all.